salam..wooooooooooo how ive been slacking off to make any updates on this blog of mine..but i guess it is still not too late to wish (myself) a Happy New Year..2011. But, but...I am not all optimistic for what this year has to offer for me, especially regarding family issues and I..Hence, the modification of this site= removed the banner with all joyous me & hubby wed photos and the striking flowery pinky background..:((
2. I dont even know where to start. 2011 seems to bring so many sad stories even at the start of it, and this doesnt mean well..
3. Something dear, very dear to my heart, and to the rest of my family will be gone in matter of months all thanks to a particular person who have "showered" us with her "kindness" for the past 5 years, only to be wanting this one thing dearest to us all back as bargain!
4. Oh how all of us have been decieved by that wretch person, who talks with a fashion of hollier-than-thou, but come to think of what she's doing to us now, what is holly about it? Whats so good about it? Wheres the generosity?
5. Oh how sad it is to think that after all this years, dearest atashii no ryoushin have to face all this...in their crucial golden years..years of which they should be spending wrinkles free, lazying in the house with laughters of rugrats running wild in the weekends while everybody who is dearest to them all- would spoil them every once in awhile.
6. Oh to that snake person, you are indeed more vicious than a snake, to call yourself with a standards and act all pious, all that talk about sincerity when in fact you're doing the same of what a Yahudi bad scheming would have done-utter oppression, heartless act of putting people off to the streets, literally!
7. Oh you that heartless witch, you ought not to be called with that honorary title in front of your glittering name that have become the fate of you because you were just damn lucky to be born of privilege and on a silver platter...In truth, you're bloodsucking creature with eyes blinded for all monetary lust and a mind of getting things the way you want it.
8. Theres no way around this mess, except a miracle. By Allah O Mighty, for only He can alter this spiraling down fate it seems - Give us the hope , show us the way to fight back not physically, but emotionally-stronger to face the demons with hijab roaming wild on earth with skins so white & flawless, clad in expensive cottons & worldly materials, whilst ever so proudly quoting Your Name as the foundation of her deeds to to so-called do good to people in need, only to bash them out in later years or asking them to sell their soul in return.
9. I solemnly swear, from here on..I hate you DF and I hope Allah will pay you back equally, that you would in return in this life suffer the same amount of pain youve inflicted onto others that have trusted you, given them all their admiration & love, but you screwed it because of mere $$$ albeit you so proudly declare you have abundance of..but yet, you ripped the poor, tricked them cold to get your way.
10. There's God no other than Allah and He will definitely show you what is so deserving of you if you're not careful. Amin.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Monday, July 12, 2010
Revamp, re-construct,renew
The day ive been waiting for ever since taking up that offer, has finally came and done with. From today onwards, im officially a grad student.
I must admit, after 4 years leaving uni life, getting myself back in the game of reading scholarly materials, writing analysis about an issue, attending classes all a bit nervewrecking and intimidating.
But it is only my first day at school. If things go well and according to plan, i'll graduate in a year time. And hopefully with good grades if not flying off the walls grades.
Apart from getting myself back in the routine of that a student- the revising notes, the group discussions, presentations and what not- another crucial aspect that i hope to benefit from this whole ordeal is brushing up the communicationn skills- especially the english lingo. As this would significantly be useful for me in the future as an aspiring lecturer- i really need to be in academia elements if theres such a thing.
On a different note, being a student again - although am doing it on full-time basis, i dont see myself as one. What i am unfortunately doing 'full-time' is play mommy role. Yes, im talking about my baby girl as the bos of me and im her nanny. Evenmore crucial now that my maid took off yesterday. In that sense, im as part-time as most of my new classmates are and that would require me being more hardworking. Hope i can cope.
In the meantime, me got new site to my name in this blog sphere.
Http://greenerpasturechacha.blogspot.com
I must admit, after 4 years leaving uni life, getting myself back in the game of reading scholarly materials, writing analysis about an issue, attending classes all a bit nervewrecking and intimidating.
But it is only my first day at school. If things go well and according to plan, i'll graduate in a year time. And hopefully with good grades if not flying off the walls grades.
Apart from getting myself back in the routine of that a student- the revising notes, the group discussions, presentations and what not- another crucial aspect that i hope to benefit from this whole ordeal is brushing up the communicationn skills- especially the english lingo. As this would significantly be useful for me in the future as an aspiring lecturer- i really need to be in academia elements if theres such a thing.
On a different note, being a student again - although am doing it on full-time basis, i dont see myself as one. What i am unfortunately doing 'full-time' is play mommy role. Yes, im talking about my baby girl as the bos of me and im her nanny. Evenmore crucial now that my maid took off yesterday. In that sense, im as part-time as most of my new classmates are and that would require me being more hardworking. Hope i can cope.
In the meantime, me got new site to my name in this blog sphere.
Http://greenerpasturechacha.blogspot.com
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Ops israelis doing it again! And again..and again again again...
By today- it's not just Islamic countries ir communities but the whole world whose concern with Israelis attrocities on the interceptions of world's flotilla convoy-standing united in condemnation towards tel aviv and netanyahu!
Though more than 20 lives of innocent activist were killed- most shot in close range by Israelis commandos who raided the Mavi marmara ship - the zionists wont stop their cause.
No more is the issues of religion - there are islam, christians, jews and even atheist but they come together in the name of humantarian efforts to relinquish the blockade on helpless Gazans - something that should have been stopped a long time ago.
Palestinians should be freed! Palestine should be allowed to fuction as a country, a sovereign state, exercising their rights just as any other countries.
It is no longer an issue of islamic jihad (fight in the name Allah) it is not a terrorist actions if a Gazan or Palestinian blew themselves up in order to protect what is left of their country. But this, this blockade, this attrocities, this interceptions on world convoy all in the name of solving bigest humantarian crisis- this is terrorism at its worse play! Tonnes of aid channel in hope of building gazans is not fuelling terrorism. But imposing blockade, uneccessary sanctions for basic food, medications IS TERRORISM!
More pitiful the western leaders act like a dummy on a string. Powerless over Israel - a state thats way smaller than those countries combine. Mouths sealed; hands tighten; eyes shut; ears deaf up.
What can we do than stood in congregation over and over again and condemn our loudest to them? Its about time all muslims in the world, arabs too, acivists who believe in the cause- come together and 'strike' the Israelis hard! Strike them now when they're most vulnerable! Strike them now when they're most afraid of their own shadows! Strike them and may Allah be with us throughout this ordeal!
Though more than 20 lives of innocent activist were killed- most shot in close range by Israelis commandos who raided the Mavi marmara ship - the zionists wont stop their cause.
No more is the issues of religion - there are islam, christians, jews and even atheist but they come together in the name of humantarian efforts to relinquish the blockade on helpless Gazans - something that should have been stopped a long time ago.
Palestinians should be freed! Palestine should be allowed to fuction as a country, a sovereign state, exercising their rights just as any other countries.
It is no longer an issue of islamic jihad (fight in the name Allah) it is not a terrorist actions if a Gazan or Palestinian blew themselves up in order to protect what is left of their country. But this, this blockade, this attrocities, this interceptions on world convoy all in the name of solving bigest humantarian crisis- this is terrorism at its worse play! Tonnes of aid channel in hope of building gazans is not fuelling terrorism. But imposing blockade, uneccessary sanctions for basic food, medications IS TERRORISM!
More pitiful the western leaders act like a dummy on a string. Powerless over Israel - a state thats way smaller than those countries combine. Mouths sealed; hands tighten; eyes shut; ears deaf up.
What can we do than stood in congregation over and over again and condemn our loudest to them? Its about time all muslims in the world, arabs too, acivists who believe in the cause- come together and 'strike' the Israelis hard! Strike them now when they're most vulnerable! Strike them now when they're most afraid of their own shadows! Strike them and may Allah be with us throughout this ordeal!
Friday, March 12, 2010
Al-Fatihah Eddy Adika
Salam..
Kullun Nafsin Za Ikatul Maut.
My condolences to the family of Allahyarham Eddy Adika. He passed away at home in Johor Bahru, Johor at 10 pm, 12th of March 2010. I think he's 22 years old.
He was ex-trainee at NCA TV9 once. back in 2008.
For the brief 4 months i had spent with him, i knew him as this bubbly, super charming friend. Whoever knew, behind those smile and brave face he kept a secret - he was diagnosed with a brain tumor and was struggling for dear life.
When he finished the internship, i never got to meet him and the last time was at Berjaya Media Nite courtesy of my old UIA friend -Liza. She invited me and said i could bring a few friends - one of them was Eddy.
I remembered that night we gigled, ate and just had fun. Posing for pictures making silly faces.
I was never close to him at work, but we did share a few secrets here and there, swapping stories once in awhile but basically he'd be one of my lunch-mates.
However, I would still regard him a friend. And as a friend, this is a second time i lost one. The first time was in primary school -a chinese friend and we all went to the crematorium to pay our last respect.
And this time Eddy. IF there's anything that i regret - is that i didn't take the time to check in with him especially during the last few months when i knew his health was failing, when he needed a shoulder to cry on or just plain company even if it means via sms-es.
I regretted the last sms was only a brief TQ and 'How are you hope you're well' when he congratulated me on my newborn baby.
And now he's gone I regret not able to pay my last respect to him. Eventhough every muscle in my body aches to do so, i can't.
reason #1 : have to leave my 9 months old baby who by the way fell off our bed last night.
reason #2 : the place is quite far. if i were to go, be best not to travel alone. and since other colleague seem to be working or occupied with something else......
EDDY ADIKA i am sorry. i know this note is too late. BUT i am so sorry. I still love you and will remember you as that cheerful EDDY ADIKA that was a friend to me. Though I could have been a better friend but i failed in doing so.
Kullun Nafsin Za Ikatul Maut.
My condolences to the family of Allahyarham Eddy Adika. He passed away at home in Johor Bahru, Johor at 10 pm, 12th of March 2010. I think he's 22 years old.
He was ex-trainee at NCA TV9 once. back in 2008.
For the brief 4 months i had spent with him, i knew him as this bubbly, super charming friend. Whoever knew, behind those smile and brave face he kept a secret - he was diagnosed with a brain tumor and was struggling for dear life.
When he finished the internship, i never got to meet him and the last time was at Berjaya Media Nite courtesy of my old UIA friend -Liza. She invited me and said i could bring a few friends - one of them was Eddy.
I remembered that night we gigled, ate and just had fun. Posing for pictures making silly faces.
I was never close to him at work, but we did share a few secrets here and there, swapping stories once in awhile but basically he'd be one of my lunch-mates.
However, I would still regard him a friend. And as a friend, this is a second time i lost one. The first time was in primary school -a chinese friend and we all went to the crematorium to pay our last respect.
And this time Eddy. IF there's anything that i regret - is that i didn't take the time to check in with him especially during the last few months when i knew his health was failing, when he needed a shoulder to cry on or just plain company even if it means via sms-es.
I regretted the last sms was only a brief TQ and 'How are you hope you're well' when he congratulated me on my newborn baby.
And now he's gone I regret not able to pay my last respect to him. Eventhough every muscle in my body aches to do so, i can't.
reason #1 : have to leave my 9 months old baby who by the way fell off our bed last night.
reason #2 : the place is quite far. if i were to go, be best not to travel alone. and since other colleague seem to be working or occupied with something else......
EDDY ADIKA i am sorry. i know this note is too late. BUT i am so sorry. I still love you and will remember you as that cheerful EDDY ADIKA that was a friend to me. Though I could have been a better friend but i failed in doing so.
Above: One of my last moment with Eddy. Do disregard the fact of my silly face. Seen here after our night out at Berjaya Media's Night. There are more pictures of him and I, but it's all kept in my HDD of which at the moment seems to malfunction.
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